my heart is suffering from psychosis

my heart is suffering from psychosis My heart is suffering from psychosis because it beats faster when I am not doing anything or when there is nothing exciting happening. A couple of months ago my heart started to bet faster when I was just sitting down and I wondered to myself as to why my heart was beating so fast when I wasn't doing anything. Then it hit me that my heart must be suffering from psychosis.

My heart must be suffering hallucinations or some sort of bipolar disorder. I couldn't believe it but this must be karma for all of the times that I laughed at people with mental health problems. Yes there were times that I laughed at people with mental health problems, but I tried redeeming myself by making crazy people seem less crazy.

If I saw a man talking to himself, then I would join in the conversation to make it seem like he was talking to me. When my heart was suffering from an episode of psychosis delusions, I would go for a jog to make it seem like my heart was beating faster because of me jogging. I wonder what my heart was hallucinating to make it beat faster when there nothing physically strenuous happening.

My heart could start happening an episode of psychosis during a conversation between friends. The psychosis episodes would always happen during the worst times when I was engaged in something public. I preferred my heart to have its psychosis episodes when I was alone.

Like if I was in bed and my heart was beating fast, I would wonder to myself what my heart was thinking or seeing. I would then do some exercise to make it seem like my heart was beating fast due to the exercise. We always question why bad things happen to us but I guess they just do.

I saw another crazy person in my area boxing with someone that isn't there. I decided to box opposite him to make it seem like he was boxing me. This also name it seem like my heart was beating fast because of this physical exercise.

I am one of the crazy people now and my hearts psychosis delusions are happening more and it's really bad. I want to talk to someone about it but things like psychos and delusions are too embarrassing. I want to reach out to someone because trying to make something look normal is hard work.

Sometimes I just let my heart go through it's psychosis episodes in silence and in a dark room.

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